tuberculosis disease -2. the danger of operation and surgery
At this time of writing, it is september 2017. The author had originally not planning to blog about the author personal life as this author are actually pretty bad in almost everything, it is far more dangerous to reveal too much in the internet (there seem to have some hidden religion persecution that even if the author wrote here, it seem more like this author had gone insane). but the actual reason is because this author do not have much wealth beside buddhism merit and connection with buddha (probably the only real wealth this author really had and finally came to conclusion that the only way to keep this buddha wealth for many future lifetimes is to actually by sharing and giving out to everyone). The real real reason why this author prefer not to blog about the author personal life is because this author had one exceptionally extraordinary excellent skill which is "good at offending others without even knowing about it". and thus the author are probably inviting problems more than doing good from writing. But the tuberculosis situation change this author mind. This author do admit that even this author had dark side which will come out from time to time (which this author try to recite more mantra to keeping it in control and purify it (mostly about anger and revenge and unjust life circumstances and occasionally suffering of being poor). where this author think it is actually working very well most of the time ) . and are trying not to break the five precepts.
So this is the month of waiting and thus the author are still waiting for the appointment time. by this time it has already one month since the minor surgery on the author neck. back then when the doctor told this author that there are always risk involve with surgery such as infection. this author had no idea why the doctor are so serious about it until last month. The surgery had been success in a way that the doctor operate this author neck , taking out some sample. during the critical time, the neck wound on author has actually been open before. but the nurse had take care of it and the author thought all should goes well after this. thats where the problem lies. for the entire last month, this author neck had actually bleed for five times . four times during the sleep and one time while working in office. and this author had no idea it actually did bleed until the entire healing has complete. So this author are lucky, because this author could have die and enter heaven while during the sleep.
As for the infection danger, it is an incident that the author heard from others. that someone has die from operation due to infections that happen after operations. it is from this incident that the author try to pick up some more vitamin and nutrients from fruit and vegetable that help with repairing the cells after surgery and operation. And this author also advised those who about to enter for surgery and operations to make sure your body has adequete nutrients before and even after the operation and surgery. and also to do prayers like medicine buddha and black manjushri . you will wanted buddha to be there at the time of operation because while human doctor can prescribe the wrong medicine, the buddha can always come and correct your situation. (buddha do not have obstacle karma like we do)
this is one thing the author always had in mind about going into operation and surgery, that is the author decide to introduce the land of amitabha buddha pureland to those who are interested to know where this author intended to go to after this life has ended. this is a source of courage and inspiration for this author while heading toward surgery. because the author know, even if this author die, this author know where this author will be next. it actually give this author strength and courage to walk into the surgery room and walk out of it. and yes. it is a very minor surgery but even then this author thought that this author are likely going to heaven.
Amitabha buddha pureland
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UumLxWKStz0
There are plenty buddhists in this earth who aim to reborn at Amitabha buddha pureland particularly from china and taiwan. So you are likely to find at least one or two who had been in this earth at least one or two centuries ago there. and you never know if one of your great great grand ancestors are actually there.
and according to buddha. if one can see the miracle in flower, one life will change. so the author thought video about flower blooming do look like a miracle to author . and so the author decide to include here :
1.lotus flower
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASH_-bHQScY
2. moon flower
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jzhy2CSPqpA
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Should there be any merit accumulated from this post, this merit are dedicated to the person and his family whom the person has die from after operation incident.
So this is the month of waiting and thus the author are still waiting for the appointment time. by this time it has already one month since the minor surgery on the author neck. back then when the doctor told this author that there are always risk involve with surgery such as infection. this author had no idea why the doctor are so serious about it until last month. The surgery had been success in a way that the doctor operate this author neck , taking out some sample. during the critical time, the neck wound on author has actually been open before. but the nurse had take care of it and the author thought all should goes well after this. thats where the problem lies. for the entire last month, this author neck had actually bleed for five times . four times during the sleep and one time while working in office. and this author had no idea it actually did bleed until the entire healing has complete. So this author are lucky, because this author could have die and enter heaven while during the sleep.
As for the infection danger, it is an incident that the author heard from others. that someone has die from operation due to infections that happen after operations. it is from this incident that the author try to pick up some more vitamin and nutrients from fruit and vegetable that help with repairing the cells after surgery and operation. And this author also advised those who about to enter for surgery and operations to make sure your body has adequete nutrients before and even after the operation and surgery. and also to do prayers like medicine buddha and black manjushri . you will wanted buddha to be there at the time of operation because while human doctor can prescribe the wrong medicine, the buddha can always come and correct your situation. (buddha do not have obstacle karma like we do)
this is one thing the author always had in mind about going into operation and surgery, that is the author decide to introduce the land of amitabha buddha pureland to those who are interested to know where this author intended to go to after this life has ended. this is a source of courage and inspiration for this author while heading toward surgery. because the author know, even if this author die, this author know where this author will be next. it actually give this author strength and courage to walk into the surgery room and walk out of it. and yes. it is a very minor surgery but even then this author thought that this author are likely going to heaven.
Amitabha buddha pureland
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UumLxWKStz0
There are plenty buddhists in this earth who aim to reborn at Amitabha buddha pureland particularly from china and taiwan. So you are likely to find at least one or two who had been in this earth at least one or two centuries ago there. and you never know if one of your great great grand ancestors are actually there.
and according to buddha. if one can see the miracle in flower, one life will change. so the author thought video about flower blooming do look like a miracle to author . and so the author decide to include here :
1.lotus flower
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASH_-bHQScY
2. moon flower
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jzhy2CSPqpA
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Should there be any merit accumulated from this post, this merit are dedicated to the person and his family whom the person has die from after operation incident.
Comments
Post a Comment